the moment you move…

Over the last few months, God has been asking me to do very specific things and if I’m honest… I would wait a good 2–3 weeks before actually doing them because i wanted to be extra sure. What i started realizing was…there were fears hiding in me that I didn’t want to call fear. I would double down on justifying my hesitation by saying things like, “i haven’t prayed enough” or “i haven’t fasted enough”

It felt a bit like double dutch..you know when someone is standing on the outside of the ropes just watching; trying to study the timing of when to jump in, and even waiting for the “perfect” moment to jump in.

But the truth is….you almost never feel fully ready and at some point you have to stop analyzing the rhythm and just jump.

That’s what this season has felt like for me: a crossover moment.

And honestly, I really feel like we are in a time right now where there is a grace to cross over from the shorelines into the depths with God. I think some of you are in that same place right now; like you know God is asking something of you but you’re standing on the edge:


watching
waiting
overthinking

Because staying on the edge doesn’t actually protect us…….it just keeps us stuck in the same place, circling the same obedience. Maybe the question isn’t “Am I ready?” but “Do I trust the One who asked me to step in?”

He’s just asking you to JUMP IN.

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