I’M PREGNANT!

For the sake of no longer being able to hide my bump & to also confront the shame I have been hiding in— I am finally just gonna start sharing with the world the new era we are entering.

I am pregnant 🩷

As a born again, spirit filled Christian, I have had to address the mass amount of shame I have had attached to the sin: premarital sex. With a heart of repentance and a soul needy for Jesus, the one thing I know is: redemption is never written according to my own deeds… it’s written because of the blood of Jesus covering me; which I could have never earned nor deserved. The same is true for you 🤍

I have a blog coming soon on the whole story— but I refuse to keep letting the enemy silence me into hiding out of fear of what people will say.

Many will try to disqualify me.
Some will finally see me as HUMAN.
And others will presume that I am not as close to Jesus as they thought.

But none of those things define me.

I am so so so grateful for my friends and pastors who have counseled me in this season. I am not glorifying the sin through this post but I am 100% embracing this sweet baby that God has blessed us with…. a baby that I didn’t know if my body would be able to have due to my horomones and a baby that I have longed for more than I ever longed for a husband. Which that husband aspect is a whole plot twist in itself as God forged Jaylens dad and I together in the last 8 months. I can’t wait to share more on that as it is truly the most unreal + beautiful story that ONLY GOD could have wrote.

Here’s to a new decade with the man that was my Judas for 7 years & the same guy that isn’t the same man I knew last year because God has accelerated his heart change.

10 years ago, we came into Florida unknowingly pregnant with Jaylen.
10 years later, we came back into Florida…pregnant again.

Grateful, humbled, hungry, and hormonal all at the same time these days. 🖤🌱